11:05 pm.

Much older now
Future memories to never take place
Standing naked in the rain
Bud and hope to bloom
But never shall this bud nor blossum
Or rise, to say

Warm bed
No sleep and no truth
Lucid dreams I have
False dreams
Euphoric, however
Old feelings
Revisited
Renewed
And so forth
Time stops
And never shall I be given the chance

Only to see and think forever

11:12 pm.