My mentality takes such a dramatic turn come nightfall. I don't have the same amount of pleasantness and hope that I had during the day. i can't imagine that fatigue would cause such a severe alteration. I wonder if that's a word. I can honestly say that I am much more tired now then I was 5 hours ago, but it's like I get depressed at night. It's that kind of tired. I don't really have much to be upset about. Nothing I can't ignore. I don't know. I feel so young. I feel like an old women in a child's body. I don't know. I don't feel like writing anymore. I don't think it's going to get me anywhere.