3.29.2008

{letters to lynn. vol. one.}

i had "gaim" at one point, but no longer. my computer couldn’t take it. what’s funny is, i was just thinking about calling you. i have been for a few days, because i’m on spring break and have been alone a lot. but i too, am bad at phone calls. just as you are. i can try to get "gaim" again, but honestly, this computer is just so damn slow. it’s painful, and shuts off for no reason sometimes. this year i intend on gettin me a new compute. i just want to call them computes anymore, and skip the "r" altogether.

i hope all is going well. things are a-ok here. been a bit lonely, but nothing serious. (p.s. i really have to pee right now, but there’s some hobo in the bathroom, probably dropping a huge bomb, which is disheartening...) i figure, you’re only as lonely as you let yourself be. someday, i will have friends here, and that will be a great time, but i additionally figure it takes a little while before that happens. and i don’t want to throw myself into a "group" of friends, that i don’t even really care for. i need good, solid company. my only real social contact has been nick. and shannon, but we live together, so that’s a technicality. john, who i brought to ohio, has since moved to new orleans with our other roommate nokomis, who have since been dating. so that happened.

i just remembered that i dreamt about pi last night. that is SO crazy. wild and crazy (kids). i don’t even like math. i mean, i know it’s necessary for the world, but we never got along. wow. it was like some math riddle that involved pi. also, all i did yeasterday (yeasterday...) was take two 4 hour naps and eat soup. one of my nap dreams involved winking at the Predator. yeah, like the movie killer alien. it was like Predator 3, or something. (i just got to use the w.c. and it was glorious.) anyway, i haven’t had too much human contact lately, which has been strange. i made several soups and filmed myself sitting in lots of different places in the apartment drinking wine. i will be back in june for a wedding. i’m making an immaculate itinerary. you are in it. i like to call it the "ohitinerary." i’ve been compounding words lately, and decidedly, it’s very fun. for instance, i have to mail this action figure alien from the movie Alien to my brother (it’s sweet, and a foot tall, and it’s mouth opens and stuff!) and have labeled this endeavor "mailien". which i think is amazing, and typing it just now made me laugh out loud. take care!!!

megan.

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