{cusp.}

shannon and i are skipping town. i need to forget humanity for a few days. get smelly. crouch on the edge of a large rock overlooking the endless ocean, and get my head on straight. i'm beginning to know how to do that. before now, if i lost myself, i was really hard to find again. and i'm coming to know the necessary steps to get myself together. so we're gonna go. we're gonna take this thing off. and we're gonna go.

i should maybe be in the first grade right now. helping with the hyper kids. making money. but i don't feel like rushing myself. i took some laxative this morning because my insides are a mess. we'll see how that goes...