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batman is best. oh gourd. it sure is good.

i need some time alone kids. my head is full. as is my stomach. i think i'm mostly tired and dehydrated. it's hard to keep up the health plan i've been on since coming home. i hadn't been drinking for a while. or eating anything but fruit. now i'm drinking and eating lots of chicken. i feel exhausted. emotionally and physically. and mostly just altogether strange about everything. i love my family a whole lot. that is about the only thing i know for sure. and i hope i do enough for them. tomorrow i'm going to paint a cabin. now i'm going to eat some chicken. and go to bed.